My mind is haunted by ghost pines
and each time, as a child, we climbed trees and skinned knees for backyard battle scars. In this, our city of bridges and ridges of rocks and snow, and oh no, no one would question our greatest intentions - Where each man was in the oilsands and whose blood was on our hands we didn't know and we didn't understand. Every plan, from Japan's nuclear facilities to pushing Canadian oil capabilities was an exercise in telling lies or silencing the cries of the outspoken until their souls were broken or their words were choked on. So we the people, hands clasped together, drowning in seas of feathers, measured success in oil slick drips reflecting the flickering lights from our Northern Lights. I remember too, when grass unfurled towards toes curled over river's edge, with no hints of the consuming dread that inevitably crept in before those expecting it had leaped in with their solutions to pollution and institutional crises. That time spent picking wildflowers for hours was bliss - the sunshine kissed earlobes golden... I hold on to these thoughts I forgot should be cherished. Times before the world perished into nothing but ashes and poison gases, under flashes of fire. Those they'd called liars shielded eyelids but couldn't help but admire spirals of smoke and each broken elm or oak. No more stroking the egos of CEOs whose debts and threats were not addressed until their necks were on the line - they said it's fine to mine for coal we've stolen from the earth - each power plant a hearth that warmed us all. Still now, a persistent humming of oil drumming in ghost towns where no sound was louder than the silence of their fallen giants. Not one of them imagined 'Energy Capital' littered with shrapnel, as it is now, but if they had? Would they still hesitate making energy solar or turn blind eyes to each drowning polar bear, resist the faults they knew were there? What scare tactics could halt semantics and force scientific theory into practice? Because they can't say that they hadn't known, they were shown the signs, and the lines they'd crossed after tossing trash into oceans or passing motions to drill and subsequently kill our world we heard was worth saving, all in the pursuit of the oil they were craving. Remaining calm as palm trees fell and wells ran dry under skies of smog, the fog of war carried forward toward the future we sure wanted. How could they tell us that was better? With Calgary wetter, Texans in sweaters. Our absent ice a crisis we could deal with later, our techno need greater than feeding growing populations facing starvation in nations impatient with waiting for us to get our act together. With everything done I hold no anger, these pangs in my heart have started to subside, and while I may mourn those that have died, I feel inside not unrest - While I can not see the forest for the trees have been cut down, each ghost town or coast now is host to the most opportunity that they've ever seen.
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